Testimonals
As I was reading LET IT GO! Forgive and Forget. I realized I had not
forgiven a couple of people as I thought I did. I had not forgot what
they did to me. I had not let it go. God showed me as I kept reading I
need to let it go. Some parts of the book brought tears to my eyes,
some made me laugh, and others had me in AWE!!!! I couldn't believe
what God was showing me. God took me to another level as I was reading
this book. I received deliverance in reading this book as well. I now
have forgiven and forgotten those that offended me. I have a changed
heart because of the Lord. I am walking in the love of God.
- Joy N.
Now, after I cried and prayed, Joy gave me some scripture from Psalms
51. I read and cried more. I want a pure heart, I want to let all this
go, I don't want to feel like this. I don't want to be bitter, angry,
hurt, full of clamor. I don't really want to be that way, but that's
all I know how to do. Right then, I think that I genuinely knew what I
needed to do, how I needed to do it, as far as, FORGIVING AND
FORGETTING! I need to learn how to FORGET! I need forgiveness just as
you said you needed it. I don't want my sins to be held over me. I
want to be free from them, but I also have to be free from the hurt,
pain, sorrow, injustice, etc., in which I cry and dwell over. I need
to be ABSOLUTELY FREE!! I NEED TO BE FREE! I know that I can really be
FREE through Jesus Christ, He died for it. That's all anybody ever
wants. We all want it, most of us are just ignorant, condescending,
unwilling and stubborn. But we all want to be free, we all want to
live peacefully. EVERYBODY knows about God, EVERY SINGLE LAST PERSON
ON THIS EARTH, for them to make a decision that they will or will not
believe. They have to know, because God gave all of US freewill to
decide. I am not going to allow the decisions of my freewill affect my
life any longer. I am going to allow the will of GOD to be manifested
in my life and my soul. I am letting go of any and everything that has
ever come my way. I am letting go of everything that has destroyed me,
tried to destroy me and hardened my heart. I am going to let go. I am
going to finally be free and fly on faith off into heaven. Amen.
- Ciara C. |